Midnight Rain

[Verse 1] Midnight rain I hear it tap the window while the room goes thin You want me small and tidy You want me easy in But every time I swallow it It sits in my throat I'm not here to entertain it I'm here to tell you no This pride is all I’ve got So I wear it rough Let 'em stare, let 'em talk I’m still standing up [Pre-Chorus] Hands off my body Hands off my name I turned the hurt around I’m still here anyway Say I’m too loud Say I’m a stain I won’t get smaller Just to ease your shame [Chorus] Call my name, alarms go off Midnight rain, heart too raw I don’t fold, I don’t fake, I don’t run Bruise and all, I keep moving on Call my name, alarms go off Midnight rain, heart too raw I don’t fold, I don’t fake, I don’t run Bruise and all, I keep moving on This still hurts This still hurts I keep the spark Even when it burns [Verse 2] You brought the rules I brought the proof You locked the door I learned the room Every bad word Left a mark Every time they shut me out I learned how to start See me at the edge With no speech left No clean excuse No second guess If they want a version They can look away I’m done pretending I’m okay [Pre-Chorus] Hands off my body Hands off my name I turned the hurt around I’m still here anyway Say I’m too loud Say I’m a stain I won’t get smaller Just to ease your shame [Chorus] Call my name, alarms go off Midnight rain, heart too raw I don’t fold, I don’t fake, I don’t run Bruise and all, I keep moving on Call my name, alarms go off Midnight rain, heart too raw I don’t fold, I don’t fake, I don’t run Bruise and all, I keep moving on This still hurts This still hurts I keep the spark Even when it burns [Bridge] My mother left the house loud and split My brother learned to cry without a sound I learned to listen for a slammed door And count the footsteps on the ground I keep my phone face down at night Like it might bring the old grief back If you want the truth, it’s simple: I’m still here, and that’s that [Final Chorus] Call my name, alarms go off Midnight rain, heart too raw I don’t fold, I don’t fake, I don’t run Bruise and all, I keep moving on Call my name, alarms go off Midnight rain, heart too raw I don’t fold, I don’t fake, I don’t run Bruise and all, I keep moving on This still hurts This still hurts I keep the spark Even when it burns